lately i've been leaning towards straight up deleting my twitter page

i'm tired of all the drama, tired of the insanely political garbage, tired of seeing people act passive-aggressive towards people, even innocent people who are just simply questioning or disagreeing with something.

it really brings out the absolute worst in people

it's that i've actually been kinda nervous to post there anymore??

like i really can't take the pressure of millions of eyes on that site, waiting for me to slip up or something

it's really not worth sticking around with the fear of being "cancelled" on twitter, being looked at as a joke, or something for people to tear apart

especially for having an honest opinion on something, like i've seen others get torn apart for that on twitter, even when they don't intend for any harm, or malliciousness

especially for like cartoons and stuff

ever since 2020 started the site's got even more aggressive than it already was

looking back at my older posts there, it seemed like i was more lax and free posting there, but now i feel like i'm on thin ice whenever i post there

and the site's gotten to my head several times during my last few months of school this year, i was so focused on twitter drama i couldn't focus on making art, really

in fact, twitter motivated me less to even make art, or even express myself outside of discord

which is why there's been gaps between my posts here and there

yeah, twitter's pretty much taken a huge toll on my mental health, really

and i feel like if i were to finally let go of my twitter page it'd be like getting a huge weight off my back

so, that's it

i just really want to get out of that shithole for good

besides, i'm more active on discord, and i'm currently planning on creating a new server so i can meet other artists and maybe see some new people

but yeah, that's pretty much all i wanted to say today

thanks for reading

tl;dr: i want to delete my twitter page because i personally feel really uncomfortable there